Year 2009, Good or Bad? What have you learned?
It’s been a while since I last rambled... It’ll be a whiny post...ahahha..☺
2009 was a roller coaster.. got out from a two and a half years relationship, work didn’t go smoothly as I wanted it to, fall sick often enough to be warned, got into a major accident (was given a chance to live, thank god!), misunderstandings/ misjudgements of friends, got robbed recently (this is a big “Sigh”) and a few petty unfortunate incidents. *Exhales* It was hell of a ride for 2009. I’m hoping that 2010 starting from the first day of Chinese New Year will be a better year for me! *wishful thinking*
I think I need a lucky charm like a four leaf clover is said to bring Good Luck. Some say that a four leaf clover was a sign of a fairy or elf, which meant that miracles could happen. Others say that the leaves of a clover represent Faith, Hope, and Love and a fourth leaf would mean Luck. And Irish tradition describes the 3 leaves symbolize the Holy Trinity: the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. The fourth leaf would then represent God’s Grace. Maybe I should get one.
Sometimes I wonder...
Well, can I just say that we all have fears, and insecurities, lost hopes and dreams, which we do not allow most people in on? We are not perfect, we have faults and warts. We would rather others not see, right? Most all of us have experienced a time in our lives when you’re at your utmost down cycle and it’s so easy to fall into the vicious cycle of negative thoughts. The negative cycle makes things look worse than they actually are. You begin to hold back those vulnerabilities, and are much more cautious about letting others know, and experience that part of you..
Getting out of a relationship and going into one wasn’t easy but the so far..So Good! He successfully convinced me to share the vulnerabilities and it creates the bond and intimacy between us. He somehow always find a way to calm me down. Thanks hun!! I didn’t know that it was actually learning about each other on a deep level, showing the other that they are special…the one you share your secrets, and secret parts of you with. But in order to do that you need to have trust, and faith that your partner’s “got your back”, and you stand united together against the rest of the world.
Behind all the gloominess...It’s you, you and especially you that pulled me up! Don’t think I need to mention names. You know very well. Thank you!!!
I have a set of resolutions for 2009 but didn’t get to achieve it. I think I lost motivation and things started to slack from there. And this week is the week I’m setting my intention and goals for 2010. What’s your resolution? I’ll start working towards it. I’m so looking forward to 2010... Goodbye 2009. Hope it’ll be a fantastic Tiger year for everyone.. Roar!
